Reality is Setting In

I think I have been in a bit of denial! I just kept telling myself everything is going to be fine. And hopefully it will, but yesterday my body started telling me it was going to be a little harder than I thought. I am a week away from 5 months and look bigger than I did with Sam at 6! When I was pregnant with Sam I didn’t want any pictures. For those of you who haven’t started your family yet, take pictures of yourself, just for yourself:) I wish I had pictures to go back and look at during the different stages. Yesterday, I think I was experiencing some growing pains and my back was hurting. My stomach is already in my ribs and I am becoming uncomfortable. I know I sound a little whiney…I can really handle it; I just keep thinking this is so early for all of this to be happening. I have been feeling really good except for the past couple of days so I feel very lucky. I just keep wondering where these little babies are going to go:)